Today is February 15 and I haven’t updated in awhile. I really haven’t felt like writing or doing anything, lately. I’m currently weaning off of muscle relaxers and, although I’ve got them beat psychologically, my body is having a hard time, physically. It’s a real pain-in-the-ass, but I really thought they were helping me.
As it turns out, my pain was at an all-time low, so I decided to try a light jog, the day before Valentine’s Day. Bad move. It feels like my pain/injury has relapsed all the way back to the beginning. I felt like I’d made a lot of headway and that, although it took a lot of time, patience and money, my body was (very) slowly healing itself. I still had hope, but, it’s very slowly dwindling…So, I’m going to give my body as much rest as I can to see if I can get back to the level I was at. All said, my pain was down to about a three out of ten, instead of 8 out of ten (with ten being the absolute worst, blah blah blah…).
